Hard

It turns out that it's a lot harder to write a blog now than it was in 2008. In 2008 I had loads of things to say about every possible topic. In 2008, I had a kind of energy that I can't even fathom at this point, nearly the end of my 40s.

But I'm not going to give up on this. I'm going to keep writing until some kind of thought comes together. I'm going to remember what it felt like to be someone who could move around discursive space like a pro. I'm going to remember how good it was to feel like I could write and revise my way to coherence.

I call this: trying hard.